Monday, May 20, 2019
Our journey started on June 15th, 2013 when Ryan my husband asked me to be his girlfriend. It was an instant connection and i just knew i was going to marry him. We spent our relationship traveling and falling more and more in love. The weekend of November 30, 2014 i was involved in a semi accident. After the accident i became very ill and my body just started shutting down. We spent our time now looking for doctors that could find the problem. Knowing that i was going to be sick for the rest of my life with Lupus Ryan still knew we were meant to be together. December 17th, 2015 Ryan asked me to spend the rest of my life with him to which i replied duhh. We were married on February 13th, 2016. It was the best day of my life i can still remember all the little details and events that happened that day. We started our journey as a married couple and man it was hard. I grew up spoiled and for once i had to pay for power, rent, insurance all on my own. Six months after we were married we bought our first home. It was just what we wanted and knew this was where were going to build a family. So that is what we did we started trying for a baby even though i was told i would never have children. Month after month i saw negative tests and became discouraged. We are a family of faith and believe in the word of God. We knew we were going to have a miracle. In July a preacher visited our church and made a prophecy over us ( God will give you the desires of your heart you will have a baby girl). Sure enough the next month we found out we were pregnant and i just knew it was a baby girl. I remember the first ultrasound and the tear of joy we had. Soon we realized what a high risk pregnancy we were going to have. I spent the majority of my pregnancy in and out of the hospital. at 37 weeks pregnant i was induced and after having a smooth 7 hour labor and 10 minutes of pushing we had our angel. She was everything we dreamed of and more. Everyday is a new day of discovering for us and her. We couldn't imagine life without her. We just celebrated her first birthday! wow time flies.. just recently life got hard we started having major medical problems with my daughter and I. Right after things started looking better we had a sewer flood in our apartment and had to find a new home. That's where normal life ends and the real chaos begins. My next post will be our journey to Ryans diagnosis. Thank you for all the love, support and prayers for the Loe family.